finally midnight, im finally 20. but why are you not calling although u knew im waiting. why is he texting me to wait for him to bring a bday gift over and you dont even answer my calls. im sad as fuck and he doesnt know youre the reason. he’s preparing something and he gave me thought and what the fuck did you do. nothing.
i dont even plan to celebrate my bday, i just feel like i should be much older than i am right now and i only wanted for u to call. i called you when u were away on that business trip and sang happy bday for u over the line and bought u a SCARF with my own money and you dont even acknowledge me right now im mad. and sad but disappointed. really disappointed.